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First-gen voices: Turning first-generation lessons into lasting impact with Carmen Rowe

As we celebrate First-Generation Day, the Division of Master’s and Professional Programs highlights the journeys of first-generation faculty and staff. Carmen Rowe, program coordinator, reflects on being the first in her family to attend college — sharing how she navigated higher education without a roadmap and why she’s passionate about supporting first-generation students as they find their own paths.

Carmen RoweWhat does being a first-generation individual mean to you personally, and how has that identity shaped your journey, both academically and/or professionally?

Growing up in South Florida, I was fortunate to attend schools where going to college after high school was the expectation. Although my parents couldn’t answer all my questions about the admissions process, they encouraged me to see higher education as the natural next step.

As a first-generation student, I often questioned whether I belonged in a university setting and hesitated to ask for help. I didn’t even recognize myself as a “first-generation student” until years into my doctoral program at Boston University, when the Newbury Center for First-Generation Students was established.

“ Today, I am driven to advocate for underrepresented students, including first-generation students, and to help bridge gaps in resources and knowledge. I learned many lessons about navigating higher education, and my goal is to share those insights with students earlier in their journeys. ”

What strengths, skills or qualities do you feel being a first-generation individual helped you develop?  

Being a first-generation student reinforced my ability to work independently and take accountability for my own work. I learned that my successes and failures were my own, which gave me a strong sense of responsibility. It wasn’t always easy, but it built resilience, teaching me to keep trying even when situations were uncertain or challenging. 

Can you describe some of the unique challenges or barriers you faced as a first-gen student, and how did you navigate them?

A major challenge for first-generation students is feeling comfortable asking for help and seeking out resources. At Brown, the Center for Master’s Student Excellence provides a one-of-a-kind resource for master’s students. It fosters community, professional development and access to critical academic, financial and wellness support, helping students succeed. I encourage all students to take full advantage of this valuable resource.

Another challenge is the culture shock that can come with entering higher education, especially at private institutions. Coming from a public commuter undergraduate program with many first-generation, returning, and part-time students, transitioning to a private R1 graduate school like Brown, far from home, made it hard not to feel like an outsider.

I guess my thinking was that at my undergraduate institution, there were many more first-generation students and students who were returning to school, students who may be attending part-time while working, etc. In that context, I didn't necessarily feel my first-gen status as strongly as I did at a private R1 university (which mostly seemed relevant to mention because of Brown's status as an elite private R1 university), so I think the experience of being an outsider as a first-generation student is particularly pronounced in these contexts/settings, and having an awareness of myself as first-generation really mattered most in the private R1 setting (as well as in my hometown K-12 setting, even though that was public, but because I was in honors/AP classes and many of my peers came from wealthy and well-educated families, so that kind of experience was assumed to be more universal than at my undergrad).  I can expand on this further if needed, or it can just be removed if that makes more sense. Let me know what you both think. 

In my teaching work as a graduate student, I was often expected to provide support that went above and beyond anything I had experienced as a student. I appreciated learning how to support my students and offer extra assistance, but it also highlighted how much is taken for granted in higher education.

As a first-gen staff member at Brown, how do you draw on your own experiences to support first-gen students here at Brown?

As a member of the Academic and Student Affairs team at SPS, I support master’s students throughout their time at Brown. As a first-generation student, I understand that students come from diverse backgrounds and may have different experiences navigating higher education. I never assume a student knows all their options, so I make it a priority to share resources and offer guidance. I monitor and respond to inboxes where students reach out with questions, concerns or requests for support. Even when I cannot resolve a student’s issue directly, I can often connect them with someone who can. My own experience drives me to be proactive in finding and sharing these resources.

What advice would you give to current first-gen graduate students who may be feeling overwhelmed, uncertain about their path, or questioning their sense of belonging at Brown?  

If you feel overwhelmed, ask yourself if you are burnt out from multiple competing priorities. Consider connecting with groups or offices such as the U-FLi Center, which supports undocumented, first-generation and low-income students, or the Counseling and Psychological Services (CAPS) to discuss your feelings and concerns. Finally, look for social events aimed at master’s students as well as events open to the entire Brown community. These are great ways to build connections and a sense of belonging. You belong at Brown and you worked hard to be here. 

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